Day3.

So, today Aunt Flo came to visit. Wasn't that sweet of her? Not really, I'd rather her stay home. But it is what it is. Something that was on my mind a lot today, was a couple weeks ago, in bible study, a girls was talking about how we need to be who we want to be with. It means, the kind of person you want in a boy friend, friend, acquaintance, whatever, is the kind of person you need to be. You want to be with someone who is nice, trustworthy, fun to be with etc... And you want those people to be with that kind of person. You don't want to be with someone who is nice, and that likes being with people who are mean. So i thought a lot about that today and how there are things in my life that if i was on the outside looking at someone else live my life, i might me like "whoa.. I never thought she would think that way or say those things" I'm always reminded by having my little sister, that i see doing thinks that i do and don't notice. The other day she said she wanted to get shorter shorts, and i catch her saying things and having attitudes that i do. No one said it was fair, and i defiantly did not pick it to be this way, but i cant decide the things about me that people see, especially kids, and want to be like. I cant say "OK pause for a minute, and ignore everything I'm about to do or say" as much as i wish it worked that way, it doesn't. When I'm baby sitting, i see a lot from the little girl who is maturing into becoming a young woman want to be and act "grown up" I am a major role model for her, and my sister, and any other girls who see me. I remember going to the store when i was little and seeing a random girl do something and id think how cool she was and how i want to be like her. I hate that sometimes i see these girls do things and i realize they learned it from me. Sooooo off on my little bunny trail, i thought "be you you want to be" went a lot with "be who you want them to be" Because i want nothing but the best from these girls, and i know role models play a huge role in how the mature, and compose themselves.
I hope, and pray that I'm not doing TOO bad of a job in leading them to a godly lifestyle and path that one day they will be role models for other girls, and they will have learned the right by then.
may.

day 2.

Hummmm Baby sitting. Love those kids, hate that pony. >.> She got out of the gate dadgum pony, and when we finally got her caught, she tried to BITE me... Of course there is nothing else to do, but run away screaming and try again later. We finally willed her back with food.. Why i didnt think about that till we had been trying for hours, i dont know yet. I got to play with some black geese, that was fun, till they bit me. There was a baby chick that was only two days old.. soooooo cuteeeeee, but he bit me too. I got bit a lot today. I ate celery and ranch dressing for dinner. Only for the pathetic reason of being able to fit into these jeans that the cheating, lying, hiney head, letts call him Kip *snicker* once said i look extra hot in.... hahahahahaaaa burn. ;) Its all good tho, i'd feel bad, but i have no remorse for the things i do anymore that involve him. Obviouslly i have no hard feeling for him anymore. Anyways, what he does or thinks dont matter anymore. Tho it does suck profuslly to be single sometimes, but really, its not all that bad. Once you let yourself be content with your situation, and enjoy it, and enhance the good things rather than the bad things about it, its kinda ok'ish. Just have to keep reminding myself that it'll happen when it happens, and when that happens, is when it happens. So no worries.
Work tomorrow bleh.
Meagan.

Day 1

I love how you work so hard to get one day off, and it never fails. 7am and they are calling... "would you like to come in early and work an 11 hour shift today?" Would i LIKE to? Um no... But thanks for asking. Today i let that phone call go unanswered. But then there it is, the beep that says someone left a message... I have to confess something. I can NOT leave messages go unanswered. Who could it be, and what do they want??? Obviously i already know, but i had to get up and go listen to it, only to be proven what i already knew was right. So, i went back to bed. I was planning to go to the store with my sister and mom to have some "grown up girl bonding time" (anyone who can guess what that's from gets $4) We were supposed to leave at 10am. I woke up again at 12pm.... So from my apparent lack of waking up on time, we didn't get to leave till 1ish. I got my hair cut :( again :( I miss my long hair, and despise the horrible lady who decided a mullet and a trim were the same thing. I think ill live tho... Maybe. So after a long day of shopping we went home, and made dinner. Yummy shrimp Alfredo mmmmmmmmmm. Then me and Maddie watched "the princess and the frog" Which i fell asleep halfway through (note: its not a good idea to fall asleep halfway hunched, halfway sitting, halfway laying all scrunched up in a chair once you pass the age of 11. Your body doesn't take kindly to it)
So then, here i am. Something i learned today, don't tell your managers your days off, and shopping for more than 2 hours is not something i like to do. Unless of course it involves food that i can eat right then, or riding horses when shopping, which i haven't tried yet, but i think it would be fun. ;)
Ciao, May

The beginning of the end.

Ok here we go. Blogging everyday about everyday... We'll set a goal for 30 days. Write something everyday, for 30 days about my day. Not that anyone would care about what happens in my oh so glamorous life, but its not really about you! ;)